Dear Life
Written by Oridusartic on a good Saturday
Dear life, I am tired. But it might be my mind that is really tired, not the body. It might be because lately you’ve been crushing my days a lot.
And why do I have to sleep more than 8 hours at night but still have to wake up in drowsiness in the morning? Still, I doze a lot during the day. I have less spirit in doing things and I just can’t finish much works either. My progress is really slow in finish everything.
Some say this might be the curse of working at an in-house design department. You will lose passion for working on the same monotone projects. It could be like a terror, especially if you like challenge, transformation, brand new stuff or whatever it is called..
My soul often screams for more interesting projects that will thrill my sense of design. Not just working on those colorful pieces of.. *barf*
On the other side, you life is also being harsh. You keep placing me under those who keep bossing me around, knocking me down, stepping over my presence, ignoring my opinion or attacking me with their silly misunderstandings and I am ended being judged by those who actually know little but act to know everything.
I wonder why you keep facing me with the jerks and bitches of the earth. Ehm, pardon my choices of words. I was just annoyed. (._. )
Anyway will I be against the goodness if I stab those with my straight-forward slash sting words? I bet you know my real temper, how I can break the table if I want to or smash my only one Mac Mini on the floor in one single swing.
Think about smashing my precious stuff.. It would be such a stupid waste. I’m sorry, life. I get whiny about you though you’ve been too kind for me. It’s just I am a bit upset that you put so many people around but no one that I can really talk to.
Be kind to me, life. In this mean time, please at least let me have a new iPod Touch to ease my pain. Life, you will grant my small wish, right? It’s just a new iPod Touch..
Sabar, sabar. Orang sabar ketemu ShiSus. lol :D
Cari kerjaan freelance aja Cit biar ada selingan & ga bosen ;)
chat ama daku aja cit klo lgi bosen … :p
I want a new ipod touch also…(LOL, suara hati)
Percayalah Cit, separah2nya org2 di indo, ga separah org2 di sini:), tidur2an dulu, maen, doing something that you like would help alot.
*hugs* Tenangin diri, senangkan hati Cit.. Do something that u really like and enjoy about it. Kalo butuh ngerants maki2 panjang lebar, pick a friend, or pick some friends.. buat confe khusus untuk curcol2an.. >:)
Kalo butuh iPod touch.. ngg.. saya juga butuh *nadahin tangan *dihajar
Ayo, tarik napas panjang2 dan sebut “All is well” 3 kali.. *nasehat abis nonton 3 Idiots. Semua pasti akan baik baik saja, mungkin emang ‘roda’ u lagi muter dan posisinya di bawah, tapi since roda itu bulat.. dia pasti akan muter lagi ke atas.. Membawa harapan dan kesenangan baru!
Semangat ya Cit :) And, yes.. dont smash your precious stuff.. daripada di smash, u know.. ada yang bersedia mengadosinya kq.. ;) *kyknya abis ini dikutuk deh gue :P
wah2.. curhat panjang disini hehehe..
btw gw sediain jasa balas dendam lho.. ini jasa2nya:
Paket hemat 1:
brondong peluru AK-47 + dikitik kaki nya ampe koma
Paket hemat 2:
Sumpel muka di ketek ampe pingsan trus jual organnya
Paket hemat 3:
Hajar pake wing chun 1 jam trus dibom molotov
jadi kalo misal pengen “stab those with my straight-forward slash sting words,” just call me okay? LOL LOL
yang anggep ini serius, DON’T!! ini cuman bcanda..
I can sense your frustration just reading this post. Perhaps it’s time to take a little break to recharge and boost yourself for the challenges ahead?
All the best, don’t give up, you have our support right here! :)
I love the box dude and your photos are awesome!
ahhh nice blogg
and nice box too, lol :D
itu kan dari komik yotsuba kalo g salah
I’m sorry to hear that you’re feeling burnt out by life. I know this post was made some time ago, but I really hope that you found that source of replenishment by now, Citra. If not, hang in there, yeah? =)